It’s a little late, but I realized something today. I’m a lazy procrastinating dumbass and being one is biting me in the ass … constantly. I keep on tell myself I want to change, I never do. I keep on giving up on myself and its not helping me do well on any promises I keep to myself or others. It turns myself into an apologetic oaf of a person. I waste hours by myself, checking the same things over and over again, none of it helping towards my goal. So I posting this list as a reminder for myself:
- No more wasting time
- Check misc things once and don’t go back, after you’re done
- Its too late to fuck up and forgive yourself. No more second chances. If you fuck up, you’re done.
- Make a daily to-do list, and make sure to comply to it.
I’ve been lazy for the past 10 yrs of my life, yes basically since I was 11. Maybe posting this thing will help me, or it can just turn out to be another way to distract myself from my problems. Either way, things need to be done.