I write this in a couch that I have been sitting on/laying down for too many hours to count. I had plans, productive plans. Homework to do, chapters to read, rooms to clean. But I’m still on this couch slowly but surely being more behind on my “To Do List.” I want to work and I have a plans to work. But then webistes, TV shows, video games, a hookah, friends, and a lack of motivation all contribute into things barely being done.
The more work piles up, the less motivated I get to do. At a certain point, I run away from work. I do things to escape the thought of working. All these things will bite me in the ass.
This makes me a bad person, and I don’t consider myself a good person until I change.